25,umarried,childless and JOBLESS

Today I open up my facebook as usual and I stumbled upon a post of a friend.
The post catched my attention...it link to this site..

26, unmarried, and childless

the post hit me right on my face.EXACT situation.
but she have a job and I AM JOBLESS and i still live with my parents.
Oh the author is the youngest of her sibling while I am the oldest.

Mama have started nagging about my life.everyday,everymorning.
When mama start nagging,I'll be really quiet for like one day.
I try my best not to spend my mama and baba much.Well, I haven't ask them for allowance for the pass 3 months.
And now I am totally broke.haish.
What a life.

Oh,I am single for sure.
Even both of my younger brother have brought home their girlfriend and meet mama.Hahahaa...Siap bawak keluar makan and whatnot lagi.
Its ok. its the qada' and qadar that Allah have planned for me. Everything happen for a reason.
God won't give you more than you can handle. I am strong oh jyeah!

And for now,I just pray so hard that I'll manage to finish up my dissertation that is so hard.

Self reflect

I am 25 this year.
Yet I am unemployed.
Have no working experience.
Currently in my last semester of my master,but it seems like I have to add another semester as my dissertation is a total mess.(InsyaAllah,try my very best to end it this semester.But the whole going-to-the-lab thing is dragging.I'm not a lab type of person.I hate it.plus the numerical modelling by using some very hard programe that i never even heard of...PFC2D,have u heard of it?? if yes,I need your help doing the coding..
Oh!and I have to go to other faculty lab to borrow their machine.like so WTH!
Why did i choose that title for my dissertation in the first place.its like digging my very own grave.I know its not good to sigh.But...*DEEP SIGH)
I spent most of my 24 hours doing the same thing..wake up-send brother to school-send brother to college-send baba to work-spend a few hours at home-pick brother from school-pick brother from college-night.
Yup!the same thing everyday.
Sometimes, I sit back...well,I lied,not sometimes but most of the times.Instead of going to the laboratory and do my research,i sit back and reflect on my life.*deep sigh*
I feel like this is my biggest mistakes.I'm digging my own grave.Why!
I should have choose something that suit me.
If life have a uturn or I can turn back time,FOR SURE I'll change everything.

And now here I am.Its a do-or-die situation.There is no way out...By hook or by crook I have to finish my study.And I think,i cant make it this semester.its all too late.Extend?? *deep sigh*

One month from now I have to submit my dissertation report,and I have no confidence of finishing it on time.I havent even start doing my experiment.Yup! I dont blame anyone else.Blame it on myself.My fat-ass are just so lazy.I admit it.I'm a slow learner and super lazy.Dah lah slow,nak lazy lagi.

How am I suppose to tell mama and baba that i cant finish my study this semester.what a waste of their money.pity em.
I pity my parent the most.How unfortunate of them to have a daughter and a firstborn that they cant rely on.Sad :(

I feel like crying as i'm blogging right now.omg!
Done.end.
Toodles!

Alive part 1

Hello!..The most latest update.On Friday I went to KLCC to watch ukiss and demi performed.well here some pics for BaiSingh.nyehehehehe.

Note to Baisingh:Wa segan nak letak kat fb sebab nanti my friend tau I'm so lyke dat,.hahahahha

 

mwahahahha..please be jealous bai.tapi apa lah sangat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan kehidupan all of my friends yang dah berjaya.mint ni tetap enjoy je kerja.haish! *point to self*

 

 

Special teaser for part 2::::

 

Character teatime!!!

 

Yooohoooo

Hello world!
Mint is doing fine.
But her studies are not so fine.She is so caught up with the entertinment world,up to the point she ignore her research.Concert lah,party lah.award lah.
Lets just wish her all the best.
InsyaAllah,she will be graduating from her master this semester.
Amin.

procrastination is a thief of time

Hello! Assalammualaikum :)

Mint is taking a break,so decide to post an entry.
Nope,bukan take a break as in tengah bercuti ke apa..rehat kan diri dari baca journals for my proposal.

Me being me,suppose the proposal have to be hand in THIS MORNING..which is lagi beberapa jam from now..and again,me being me..I baru siap introduction.hah!
And esok pukul 230pm,eh salah,kejap lagi pukul 230pm,baru lah nak pergi jumpa senior yang handle the same project as me and nak discuss pasal methodology.hah!
Means,I memang baru buat Introduction je.Dah lah objectives kena reject dengan prof.
Sekejap lagi,I will proceed with literature review..maybe a lil of problem statement.hahaha

Suppose hand in on monday,tapi mint baru buat one page...so cincai kira..dalam hari rabu I'll hand it in.

Dah lah my supervisor very the detail one.kalau dia baru baca first page,and dah ada kesalahan kat grammar or spelling or terlupa nak letak "-" kat mana yang patut,terus dia tutup and cakap,"please redo your proposal"..well,thats what the senior cakap.And my supervisor never gives he idea,we have to come up with something,and dia akan repair here and there.or dia akan suruh re-do.
Tiba-tiba rindu my supervisor time degree,he spoon-fed me.ahhaha.semu dia bagi,mint tinggal nak buat writing je.

Ada hikmah lah kut I end up with this supervisor.InsyaAllah,I'll try my best to finish up everything,and hopefully will be able to graduate on time.

next semester will be dissertation 2!!!and for the first time I'm doing lab work.

Haish.macam menyesal pun ye ambik tajuk tough2 ni..tapi dah nama pun master degree kan.So gotta hold it in!!bertahan

p/s:I miss doing my fyp..it was so smooth and macam senang.hahha.patut lah my friend yang buat lab work bertungkus lumus.now I know why...I know how it feels bila dpt supervisor yang tak spoon-feed the student..hehehe...karma maybe??

kaylah..sambung baca journals..toodles!!

Oh Jiran!

Well.semalam I mimpi about my next-door neighbour kat kondo.
Dah lama I tak ingatkan dia,tapi tiba-tiba tanpa di undang dia muncul dalam mimpi.

It was a nice dream!
We get to know each other,and I get to know his real name.HAHAHAH
tah betul ke tak nama dia tu.

Well,in real life,we never talk pun.Cume pernah nod to each other once kut.

Dalam mimpi tu dia cakap nama dia Tarmizi.HAHAHAHAHA.tarmizi mana pulak ni.Tapi he memang look like my neigbour yang pilot tu.I miss you lah neighbour.(Dah 2 months move in to Pj,so dah lama tak bertembung )

Dalam mimpi tu,his friend call him Mizi.and then both of us macam kena pergi to one place together,and he called himself Izi...ok!..time tu memang mint dah kembang habis.special lah konon.sebab??orang lain panggil dia Mizi,but he asked me to call him lain.eceh!
And then,dia pun kena pergi kerja.Fly lah kan apa lagi...And kebetulan time dia takde the family decide to move in to PJ...so lost contact.I lupa nak bg no phone.And thats the end of my dream.

It was just a dream :(

real name dia apa pun tak tau.hahaha.

Ok bye!

p/s:Presentation dissert in a month,tapi proposal pun xstart buat lagi.huhu!

Harlow!

My lecturer gave me assignment 2 weeks ago,and I totally forgot about it.Totally!
And my friend remind me about it 2 days ago and it suppose to be email today.
Yup!,start doing it 3am yesterday and yay! its done :) and I've emailed it already.

Oh.
*Malay mode*

Danial:Along turun tingkat 6,bawak barang semua,danial tunggu kat parking
Along: Banyak gila barang!!ok2..

Mint rush-rush pack barang ssince my assignment tak siap lagi.

On the way to the lift,dengar pintu jiran sebelah bunyi..ikutkan hati nak je pusing kepala tengok.."But MINT DONT LOOK!!".kata dalam hati.sebab rupa mint sangat tak presentable.Dengan barang yang banyak,Bag laptop 2,sling bag 1,botol air 1 and beg plastik..owh! satu kotak cawan yang sangat besar.
Zalim punya Danial,suruh Mint angkat sorang everything.
Mint jalan laju-laju pergi lift sebab tak nak bagi jiran sebelah nampak.

Bila sampai parking tengok kereta jiran takde.Maknanya, yang bukak pintu tadi adik or abang dia lah.Buat penat je jalan laju.

Masuk kereta,isi barang.I drive.

And time nak keluar parking.I look right.And tadaaa!!!.."eh,jiran!"
Masih lagi hensem,walaupun hanya menggayakan tshirt biasa.

As I'm typing this,tiba-tiba teringat.My image dah rosak dah depan dia.pernah once,I was fighting with my brother dalam lift sebab barang terlalu banyak and tak tau nak angkat mana dulu.As we were fighting,jiran masuk lift.DAMN!..so,i dengan cool press the floor for him.And all of us naik to our house punya floor, while barang semua tinggal kat parking.hahaha.And while in the lift,my adik siap marah2 lah sebab kelam kabut and everything.Rosak image!

But whatever.
I love my life that my neighbour is so good looking.But the downside of it,its totally one-sided..and two sided it never will be.

hurgh.gila puitis.

Dear jiran.maintain your good looks eh.And tolong lah senyum sikit.owh,but ur plain face pun comel jugak!

Woah!

The past few days,I read that one of the "gegadis" planning to get into marriage life.Yup,its you Mas.hehe.

Then,just now I get a shocking news from one of my bestie.The boy that I had a crush on few years back,are engaged!
If I had make a lil' step further last time,it could be me wearing the ring.HAAHA.

Mint: Jodoh dorang kuat eh.
friend: It could be you babe!! You realize tak?
Mint: alah,memang dah fated.So now,case close.tutup buku and move on.
Friend:I know,but think again.That is your place.It could be you babe!!

Well,the relationship that I had between the boy are kind of special to me at least.Lucky that rarely talk about it and only 2 of my bestie knows about it.So, I now officially announce that case close.hehe.No more stories about him.Let it be.Mint doakan that you will berbahagia ke anak cucu.amin.

And just now,I read another "gegadis" blog...its you bai..and like seriously,she's on her way to another phase of life,which is the mariage life.

I never see this coming.hahaha.quite a shock I may say.

Anyway..CONGRATS to 3 of you.I'll pray the best and nothing but the best for you guys.

Alhamdulillah.Jodoh dorang dah depan mata,yang Mint ni??hahahha..

Mint:babe,almost all our friend is either dah kahwin or nak kahwin.kan?
friend:yup!this is the perfect time
Mint: You bila lagi??
friend: chillah.he tak habis belajar lagi.And what about you?
Mint: I'm thinking of going to blind date.hahaha.if i'm still single at the age of 27.hahaha
friend: sounds interesting.we'll see.hehe.or tak pun,ask your mum find someone that suits you.
Mint: takpayah lah babe.tunggu je.the time will come.


Oh,tadi I just spent rm600 on entertainment.WOW..FANTASTIC BABY!!ahhahahha.
And i'm going alone.takpelah,mana tau youngbae terpikat with me time tengah terkinja-kinja kat rockpit tu.wmamhahahaha

Late post!

Tadi tengok Adam dan hawa..and episode ada scene dekat Madinah and Makkah..owh!..Rindunye kat dua tanah suci tu.
its like,the moment you step into the holy city,your heart and mind become total peaceful.And all you want to do is say your doa towards Him and pray.Peaceful punya feeling tu lain macam.
And bila nak balik pulak,the moment keluar from tanah suci Makkah,terus nangis lah apa lagi.Rindunya!

And here comes some pictures!hahaha.i know,dah nak dekat setahun I went.hhahaha.

Yeay,look who is the most excited??

So sinful!!

The only "senonoh" pic of me in Madinah!

And of course,have to be yourself when you r in His house

 baby main guling-guling kat tengah masjid,peaceful habis!

Us!!muka suci di tanah suci :)

Makan tepi kaki lima,sambil pakai jubah and telekung,sangat common.SANGAT!

 

 

...(*o*)...

Its me,its me..its DDP

Apa khabar orang kampung?Sudah lama tak berjumpa.Harap harap semuanya,hendaklah sihat sejahtera.LOL!

Hi there!ssup??

Now,I'm in my 3rd semester as a postgraduate student.InsyaAllah,this will be my 2nd last semester.I'll be graduating in a year time.Amin.

The last 2 semester is the most crucial because its dissertation time!!
And,me not being familiar with all the lecturers there,I was so blur on who to choose as my supervisor.After searching for the most "best" lecturer,end up,I got a supervisor who is at the saame rank as the dean.AMBIk!!memilih sangat.tulah,tuhan marah orang kuat memilih.
She is a pro in rock engineering,so hopefully she have a title for my research as I'm totally blur what am I suppose to do a research on.

One of my friend will be graduating for his master this october,and he is going to London for his pHd.InsyaAllah.
Me: Tak jealous ke with our friends yang dah kerja?
Him: Mint,kita belajar je dulu.Experience kita boleh cari sampai mati.Selagi boleh ni.just go with it.
Me:True!
Him:Lagipun all 3 of my sisters dah ada phd,so,malulah me as the only son.
Me: tercabar lah ni?
Him:Kind of.tapi buat je selagi mampu

So,I told him that maybe I'll be joining him in the future, :P hahahha.nak jugak lah tu pergi study oversea.but then,I think after master ni,gotta take a break first and kerja.Since my plan is that,I wanna go to UK together with my brother.Now my brother is doing his A-level..so maybe lagi 2-3 years time lah tu.
Well,its just a plan.
*Hope will come true!

Owh,lupa pula.My birthday lagi 4 days!!
I nak instax 25s, concert tix and yang paling penting I WANT A BOYFRIEND!
hahaha.ok,I sound so lame.I want a good looking-superduper rich-good manners-sweet talker boyfie.
(Ok,patut lah till now i'm still single)

Oklah,a boyfriend is too much.I nak a date with Fizo omar boleh??for one night je.haish,shud go and tweet fizo now and ask him out on a date lah.hahaha
toodles!

Salam Lebaran

Selamat hari Raya :))

This year punya raya so-so je lah..yelah,both grandparents dah passed away,pahtu danial away for practical.But still,I enjoyed it!!

Hari pertama raya.After Danish balik dari sembahyang raya,terus keluar pergi beli ais with him,then balik.We went out for about 15minutes je...and for the rest of the day,Mint tak jejak kaki luar rumah langsung!! paling jauh is hantar guest to the elevator. Cool tak??
In the morning, orang masjid datang.
Before the guest start coming,we had skype session with Danial.At first masa borak dengan the sibling he was ok,tapi the moment Danial saw mama and baba kat skype,muka dia dah tukar nak nangis.hahahaha.Raya di perantauan!
Baba punya family started coming around 10am..baba punya family chillax kat rumah till around 4pm...After baba punya side dah balik,ada baba punya budak datang.Abang tu balik around 5pm macamtu.
Oh ya,kat dapur memang me and my adik macam bersilat dah.
Bila baba punya budak balik at 5pm,all of us terus shutdown...but then,it wasnt too long till mama punya family arrived!
They came around 630pm...chillax till around 12am..
Pergh!..bila every guests dah balik,and the kitchen all clean,TOTAL SHUTDOWN.It was a verrrryyyyyy tiring day.

2nd day of raya.All of us overslept.I woke up around 11am.
It was visiting the kubur day.
Pergi kubur nenek kat damansara.
Konon nye nak visits kubur datuk then followed by yayi's.tapi mama ajak pergi rumah pak ngah for detour.
Elok je sampai rumah pak ngah,hujan pun turun.and it was raining heavily.So,kubur plan all canceled.Chillax at pakngah's house till 530pm. Oh,the best part is that,time nak balik and salam dengan mak ngah, she gave me the best advice ever.."Pearl,cari boyfriend cepat!"..hahaha..nampak sangat mama sempat bergosip dengan mak ngah about me not having a boyfriend..dah tu,nak buat macammana.The boyfriend took a long tour to reach me! teehee :)..
Dear boyfriend,tolong lah muncul cepat sikit,mama dah start bebel-bebel pasal my future and dia risau tu.If you are just around the corner,dah dah lah duduk kat corner,muncul kan je diri tu...Tolong appear before mama main matchmaker eh.mama dah lah minat dengan bilal tu,and baba pulak dah jadi bestfriend si bilal tu...oh,semalam si bilal tu tiba-tiba call Danish.Isnt that weird??Tak pernah-pernah dia call danish.So,if you are not him..*which I hope you are not*..tolong lah appear.I give you lagi 2 years to reach me..boleh?..owh,and mama ada bebel haritu,"Mama nak menantu yang pandai bertaranum,mengaji..boleh jadi imam"..hahaha.you pergi belajar bertaranum eh.alah,you pandai mengaji pun cukup lah.I terima je.

today,3rd day of raya.
Awal pagi pergi ampang ziarah kubur yayi,then pergi A&W for a glass of root beer.
Proceed to atuk's kubur.
Alang-alang dah sampai PJ..CHATIME!!!balas dendam sebab dah sebulan tak minum..
Owh,aunty kelly took us out for lunch at pappa rich :)
Buat muka selamba je semua dengan berbaju kurung and baju melayu makan kat pappa rich.hahah.nampak sangat takde kampung.
Petang balik rumah......and till now kat rumah mengadap laptop,mengadap tv...and right now, I AM HUNGRY!!!..semua tak dinner.and everyone takde cakap lapar ke apa ke.haish.am i the only one yang lapar in the house???..I know we had our lunch kind of late,at around 3pm...but still..hwargh!..dahlah,nak pergi masak maggi.alas perut before my next meal which is breakfast esok.Bye!

Salam Ramadhan :)

Hello!! So how is your ramadhan so far???...I'm a temporary penganggur because it's semester break for me till hari raya.teehee!!

Nothing much lah nak story-mory kalau everyday pun bangun-ikut mama pergi PJ-kemas rumah-5pm rush balik KL-buka puasa-makan banyak-tido-sahur-bangun...and it start all over again.

Tapi I just wanna share something,
tau tak pasal the latest incident happened in Labuan??Yang kapal MISC meletup tu..

One of the crew yang meninggal is my brother's batchmate..Al-fatihah to that cadet.Mayat dia was the last one to be found.
Memang kerja kapal ni,the risk are so great.tawakal je lah everytime Danial went off sailing..

And pagi tadi baba received a phone call from his friend,and happen to be,baba punya kawan tu was the 3rd officer on the ship that involved in the incident.
Pity this uncle,dulu masa dia jadi captain,dia pergi langgar kapal ,and now time jadi 3rd officer,tank pulak meletup.things happen.

memang lah kerja kapal gaji $$$$$,but then if things like this happen dah tak boleh nak buat apa.

Oh,lagi satu,bila family member dah attached dengan bidang perkapalan ni.memang susah nak buat family gathering.This raya will be the first time,raya without my brother..Tomorrow he will start sailing to Acheh,then Vietnam,after that Bintulu and around the 5th day of raya baru lah sampai Malacca.

Cant wait to buat panggilan perantauan di pagi raya nanti.hahaha.memang dah lama dah bercita-cita nak bercalling-calling and bermaafan thru the phone.hahahaha.ok weird nuff.

MTV WORLDSTAGE 2012 SUNWAY LAGOON

WHO WANNA WATCH JUSTIN BIEBER,JAY PARK,MIZZ NINA,KARA LIVE?!!!!

but you still doesn't have the ticket yet??fret not :)

I have 2 extra tickets and I'm selling 'em for RM50 each..
The event are tomorrow, at Sunway Lagoon!!

if interested, do e-mail me azmeen_88@hotmail.com

Goal!

oh jyeah! Italy made it to the semifinals :))..so..eh jap,of course I won't be typing about euro2012.hek!

Saja lah,nak bagitau kat semua yang my final lagi 4 hari..WHAt!!!4!!!dang.esok memang kena start read up on Environmental Impact assessment.

30/6- EIA
5/7-Numerical Modelling in geomechanics
7/7- Operational research
and not forgetting..Site investigation test on 28/6..woah.memang ini total last minute.

Oh.Since almost all my friend dah start masuk career world,Mint ada jugak terfikir nak cari kerja,then part-time buat my master.Tapi bila fikir banyak-banyak kali.Alah,lagi setahun fully concentrate on studies will bring no harm kut?..kan??

Secara kasar,InsyaAllah,I kena start apply for jobs around 1 year from now.So most probably,I step into career world dalam tahun 2014...(malunye!!dah waayyyyyyyy tercicir than my friends.hish)
Itupun kalau my master dah berjaya ditamatkan.Oh,fyi,gaji graduate master and degree have no difference.Like seriously.

tahun 2014,I'm 26 years old.Wuish,agak2 by that time dah ada pasangan hidup ke?..well,we'll see...My instinct strongly says that,"Mint,you are still single at that time"....Ok,so kena ada backup plan lah.

Rancangan jangka masa pendek: End this semester and get super excellent results.A+ for every subject,at least a B,sebab if below B then dah consider fail.Choi!..xnak B lah...nak B+ at least.
Rancangan jangka masa in between pendek and panjang: Finish my master and start cari my own income.Enough of mama and baba,its time to pay them back.(pity them,at the age of 50+, still tak merasa duit dari anak..hahaa)
Rancangan jangka masa panjang: By 30,kalau hidup masih bersendiri..enjoy life,,Jom buat PhD!!

hah!..Kira I've set some goals lah.eventhough macam kabur-kabur je.Anyway...Lets hope for the best.InsyaAllah.

Have a nice day ahead everyone!..

Toodles.

p/s:Oh,nowadays I keep on dreaming of having my own  petrol station.Business yang menguntungkan right??

Dear diary 2

test lagi 20minutes.yet here I am blogging :)

Owh,I wanna make a shout out to abang kerja kat Popeye's sunway pyramid,shift around 7pm-8pm bertarikh 17/6/2012..Dont now why,but I can still se your face clearly  in my mind.And you look familiar by the way.


(note to bai: He look lebih kurang macam budak dalam "geng bunkface" yang putih2 tu.remember tak him??)

K.dah bye! toodles!

Dear diary,

Assalammualaikum.
Now 3:42 am..after blogging gotta start doing my slide presentation,and later at 10am I have group meeting to practice our presentation.
Tetapi sebelum itu,this blog is like a diary kan???Ok,so I kena do this entry for the sake of myself.Yup,dedicated to me,so that I'll never forget about it.

Remember my neighbour yang hensem muka ala-ala syahir tu?
Well,tadi mateen and I wanted to pergi 1st floor,but hell yeah,we are only left with a malfunction access card...No card means the lift arent moving.
But still,I masuk lift dengan mateen,press the button,but nothing happen.ahha.
Then mateen keluar from the lift and tengok kiri-kanan kut2 ada orang lain nak keluar.
(Masa on the way jalan pergi lift,I memang dah nampak orang sebelah bukak grill rumah)

mateen:HAH long!!!ada orang nak turun...*lari masuk lift, a few seconds lari keluar lift*..alah!dia tertinggal barang lah tu,dia masuk balik
mint: Bi!!jangan lah obvious sangat,masuk lift cepat,kita buat-buat macam card baru rosak.
Mateen:Hah!!dia datang.

Then he masuk lift.

Mint:Bang,boleh tolong tekan 1 tak?(dengan penuh ciri-ciri kewanitaan)
Jiran:Satu eh?..(straight face)
*button pressed*

Dang! tak friendly nyer.And eh wait!!kenapa muka dia lain???ni si syahir or another person???
Whatever,sampai first floor,terus naik kereta.

Mint:Nish,tadi syahir press kan button lift.
Danish: Bukan lah,adik rasa tu bukan syahir.
Mint and Mateen:SYAHIR LAh!!!
Mint:tapi along pun rasa macam lain

and case close.

Tiba-tiba tadi I teringat,the syahir yang I met before more tougher and his hair are way smarter.So,I think,memang tadi his adik or his abang lah kut.But still,not bad lah muka family member jiran sebelah ni.ahhahaha.

Ok dah.Next time shud remember betul-betul muka si pilot.mamat tadi rambut tak bergaya sangat,betul lah tu,tadi bukan syahir but it was his sibling lah tu.

Dah2...bye!!

p/s:kenapa bila bertembung dengan jiran,mesti i was not in my bergaya condition.agaggag..since to day ahad,I was wearing my military printed short pants,2 layers of tshirts since the first layer are a bit see-through.my hair,total mess,all my side pockets are kembung since I dah isi all my hp and purse in it,ye lah mana ada orang bawak handbag kalau setakat nak pergi klcc semata-mata nak beli gongcha je...dalam kata lain mmg tak presentable lah!!

Pendam

Pendam – Shahir

Aku yang mengejar bayang
Cinta kian terbiar
Terpendam kata tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
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Song dedication to...my neighbour sebelah.haish. A simple "Hai" from you pun cukup lah.

I have a neighbour.And he is a pilot.Because the first time Mint nampak dia,dia baru balik from work.Coat on his hand,lengan kemeja lipat till siku,he was holding his pilot cap on the same hand that he gantung his coat.And lagi satu tangan dia guna to tarik beg..Pergh! memang crush on first sight ok!

Once, I caught him doing his laundry shirtless...Auww!! it was super-fine!.hahahha.tapi menyesal pula tak toleh twice.I was malu maybe.

Oh,kenapa i pilih lag shahir to be dedicated for him....MUKA DIA ADA IRAS SHAHIR!!!hensem kan???...

Everytime kalau mint tengah cuci pinggan,sure I sneak rumah dia,tgk lampu on ke tak...kalau lampu on means dia ada dalam rumah lah tu.Even bunyi grill rumah dia pun I dah boleh recognize.How I boleh recognize bunyi grill tu,well,must be my kelebihan.

Nowadays dah jarang dah bertembung kat lift,or kat depan rumah with him.Rindu lah!hahaha..i think he notice me once je kut,sebab time tu SEKALI je lah,I nod at him and he nod at me balik.memang time tu I'm super excited.

Parah ke my crush level??

Seandainya nanti mama macam talk about marriage,maybe i shud calonkan jiran sebelah rumah.hahaha.

Ok dah.tomorrow ada test at 930 am,and now dah 217am....toodles!

Assignments!Assignments!

Oh...pic of my trip dah transfer from camera to lappie,tinggal nak upload je...nanti lah,mint baru teringat ada assignment kena submit esok!!ehhehe.kelam kabut baca 10 journal..well,lecturer tu minta at least 10 references.

Ouh,Now kalau dengar azan,I will teringat those times when I was in Madinah and Makkah.It was so peaceful...5 minutes before azan dah rushing nak pergi masjid.
However,I enjoyed it more masa kat Madinah.Sebab kat sana,bila azan,everyone will kelam kabut nak pergi masjid,ada yang berlari-lari.Yang kedai tepi jalan semua kemas barang sebab nak tutup kedai for a while.Tapi in Makkah,orang kat sana tak sampai tahap berlari nak pergi masjid.
Compare Madinah to Makkah.Makkah are a bit chaotic I think.

Ok lah!nuff blabbering.Time to sambung baca journals!!

Lost!

ola!!

shud have post my umrah photos by now,tapi tulah.masa tak mengizinkan and of course...MALAS!hahaha...the time will come when azmeen is rajin and she will share all photos :)

yesterday had dinnerwith 2 of my girlfriends...So,when girls get together,of course the topic will be about..gossips,gossips,the future and of course about boys!!!hehehhe.

Both of 'em dah ada boyfriend.But we're so cool.We chat along well.And they keep on repeating,''dont worry azmeen,sooner or later..''...hehehe.Believe it or not,one of my friend punya boyfriend is actually my high school crush.

and today,my friend e-mail me a picture with quote that goes...

hello!

I'm back.
It was a great trip :)

Tapi yang turn off nyer.now tengah pening pasal subject registration.
Orang lain have no problem,but I do as i have failed 2 subject!!! yup,not 1 but 2...terasa hina je diri ni.

Maximum credit 15..now mint dah register subject that I shud register for this sem,and total credit yang dah register is 12credits....so tinggal lagi 3 credits balance.
I have to choose between the 2 subjects that i have failed...haish.runsing!

tomorrow will talk to my friend and maybe she can advice me ke apa ke..oh,yang my friend tu x fail any subject,double hina terasa diri ini :( ...
takpe,maybe its His way of teaching me a lesson and I took it as a wake up call.

Today Thursday and I have class at 6pm..ugh!bermula lah semester baru.drive all the way from KL to Shah Alam memang tiring.If only I have a driver,so along the way boleh rehat-rehat.haha.

dahlah.Selamat pagi!