Hot And Cold

My body temperature are very high I think.
I'm sick.
During the day I was having a massive stomach pain.And now at night,its stomach pain PLUS fever.
I was so sick that I don't even had my dinner.
(Mint not eating dinner,is so not Mint)

So panas and perut so sakit.

DearGod,please take away all my sickness.

I'm not normal when I'm sick.

p/s:Today I got to see everyone.And today I admit that I'm a Malay...(huh??...its an inside thingy)....

Michael Jackson

Pagi ni,Mint bangun macam biasa.

And as always Mint akan bukak CNN.

I just couldn't believe my eyes....

Breaking news: Michael Jackson Dies.

Berita ni,memang hit me lah.I'm a fan of him...True fan. I love all of his songs!!..

WakeUp

Found this somewhere not mine...(yeke??)..

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Hey you!

Why don’t you just let me go?

Eh wait, you do let me go, but I’m the one who keep on thinking about you.

I feel so stupid.

You make me feel stupid.

At first, I could control myself, but you came and pull me towards you.

And NOW, you left me just like that.

You called yourself a friend??

Without saying a word, not even a simple goodbye,

I was so stupid to imagined being happy that our friendship will remain forever

I was so stupid for thinking about you, when I can think about something else which is more important than you.

I was stupid!

So stupid to even believed your words.

Argh!

This is not my first time going through this kind of humiliation, but when it includes you, it hurt me MORE!

Why can’t you even reply my “HI” when you’re online? What makes you ignored me so much? Can't you even type the word “HI”…is it so hard??

Why? I need the answer!

I hate that I can’t stop thinking about you.

I hate myself for checking up on your life everyday.

I hate that you are still on my friend list.

I even hate to see your name appear on my contacts.

I have to calm myself whenever I feel sorry for myself for knowing you.

I love each and everyone of my friends. But you,you are such a jerk. Without a word???Hell yeah!

And now, I’m so tired of this stupid-humiliated-wasted feeling. I’m trying to stop thinking about you and I’ll try to stop checking up on your life.

Get up Mint! Wake Up! Still a long way to go!!

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luahan perasaan,bukan di ambil dari mana-mana.hehhe :p

I'm Blind

Tadi saya,Azmeen Aida telah menggunakan segala kelogikkan dan kekreatifan permikiran saya untuk menjawab Quiz dan Test subject Building Supervison.

Dalam kata lain,Mint takleh jawab.Blur.Kosong.Macam tak pernah belajar je.masa tu rasa macam nak hand-in jer paper tu tanpa menjawab.Memang blur sangat.

Oh ya.Mint taktau lah apa background blog nie sekarang

Ceritanya….

Last 2 days,tengok blog si Aimi,dan background dia sangat comel.Jadi Mint pun pergi pilih background dari website yang sama,dan pilih.Tapi bila tengok blog,Just PLAIN WHITE.So I try upload another background,still Plain WHITE.

So,yestersay suruh Aimi buatkan.And dia suruh I tengok.And bila Mint tengok,STILL PLAIN WHITE.Tapi aimi cakap,kat laptop dia appear comel

And at my Cbox, si Anna cakap pasal my background.So maybe ada lah kut background tu,tapi my laptop bermasalah.

Tapi I try tengok my blog kat my fren laptop,takde jugak background yang comel itu.Haish…pelik lah,bila tengok blog si Aimi tu elok jer background dia appear.padahal source yang sama.

Rasa macam apa je,blog sendiri tapi takleh tgk.

Ntahlah.

Lagi 2 hari,or may I say 1 day.Nak balik!!!huhu

Can’t wait. One week holiday!

Oh yeah,I’ve to finish this one assignment before balik.And saya sangat malas.Tapi akan berusaha untuk mengikis perasaan malas dan buat assignment.

p/s:Takleh bwat font colourful sebab,taktahu my background actually colour apa...such a loser kan?

Let by Gone Be By Gone

Keburukan menggunakan hp touch screen..

Lepas tunjuk sms si dia pada Rara,terus letak hp dlm my bag.
And setengah jam kemudian....
INBOX EMPTY

WTH!!!!????

Masa I letak hp tu dlm bag mungkin autolock belum lock the screen,jadi mungkin masa I berjalan the hp bergerak and tertekan DELETE ALL.

Gila frustrated!!
Macam all the sms yang I sayang,and of course lah I sayang kalau I dah simpan bertahun-tahun.
All the memories have been deleted.
Dan yang paling terkilan sekali ialah,sms dulu-dulu bersama Liew Kit Kong turut terdelete.Yup that Kit Kong yang main bola for Malaysia tu.

Memang macam unbelivable bila tgk my inbox empty.SHIT!!!....

Sms from si A,B,C,D....wargh...why!why!.

The good side of it...lupakan apa yang dah berlalu,Teruskan hidup.maju ke depan.
jangan fikir kan benda yang dah berlalu.
So I'm going to start fresh all over again!

Dahlah,taknak fikir pasal sms yang dah takde ni.Benda dah jadi nk buat mcmmana kan.Redha dan pasrah je lah.Mesti ada hikmah kut,,hahahha

Rara...u ingt kan apa yg he wrote in da sms???nnti klu i lupa u ingt lah..ahhaha

Cukuplah sedey.Fikir pasal benda yang happy plak.

TODAY BALIK KL!!!
Sekarang pukul 1248....bas pukul 130pm.Yeay..less than 1 hour i akn balik..Huhuu...
And kebetulan masa I balik KL.
Esok KAMI Gig Tour kat kuantan.Too bad lah I balik KL,lagipun kalau tak balik bukannya i ada kwn nk pegi.
Kalau ada pun si Rara tu je lah yang layan benda mcmnie.next time eh rara..hehehe.

Kaylah.nak pack barang-barangku.

FRESH START!

Chelsea....Chelsea....boohoo :(

Wargh…Chelsea lost.

I wasted 3 hours…and in the end, kalah.

I sacrificed my sleep for the game.

Sadis gila lah game tu.Dah lah after the 90mins abis,

I watch the game alone because everyone has entered the dream land.

Now its 542am, before sleeping, I better perform my subuh prayer, then sleep and I planned to wake up around twelve ,as usual…

Celica Toyota!!

"Mama,i dah smpai UMP"
"So jadi balik tak"
"Tak.all my friedns penat,no one to send me to town.NAK BALIK!"
"So,how?"
"Ntah.Tak Jadi lah kut"

Fuck.I desperately nak balik.Nak pergi hantar baba esok and I wanna spend my study week at home!!

How I wish,I got a driving license now.Fuck,so gotta go and take the license.
If ada license,I'm so gonna have my toyota celica.So,senang lah kalau nak balik.tak payah nak harap on other people.

"I will buy you Toyota Celica,if you go and do your driving license",Baba once said that.

Wargh!!!!Nak hantar baba esok!!!!!

"Hello,ba"
"So you balik tomorrow morning?"
"Nope,tak kut"
"Mm...ok.Tomorrow baba nak pergi dah tau"
"Erm...adik2 ada?(nak cover up my real intention of calling)"
"Dorang kat umah,nnti baba suruh dorang call"
"M...."
"So tak balik nak study lah nie"
"Ya...(taknak!!!nak ikut!!)"
"Ok..tomorrow I'll call you before I pergi"
"Mmm.."

How i wish::
1)I have my driving license and the car
2)I have a driver to pick me up ANYTIME!!!



Just get back from Bakti Siswa,how I felt like Angelina Jolie,being surrounded by those orang asli kids.Took MANY pics!..

EMO!

......

"mint tiket bas balik KL semua dah habis"

Sad news for me.This week we we're given holiday on friday,but i won't be going back because all the tickets are sold out.

Nevermind,i'll be able to clean my room and locker and study.But study?I prefer to spend the time watching movies or reading novel.

There goes my plan of going to the cinema with my cousin and play bowling with Danial.

And i wanted to take my bowling shoe at home.The bowling shoes in Kuantan MegaMall are so bad.Some of those shoes even got holes that u can see your sock from the outside!!

Now I don't have to rush to complete my work because i have the whole weekend by myself.
Oh ya,all of my roomate is goin back for the weekend.The whole room by myself!.Nah!

the plan is...

Situation:
Next Thursday is public holiday,Awal Muharam.Wednesday class end at 11am.

The plan:
Go back to KL on wednesday evening,and beg the lecturer to replace friday classes.

The truth:
Wednesday class until 11am,thursday is a public holiday.friday morning class managed to be cancel.But Friday evening......there is 3 hours class!!!!!

Fact:
I only get to go back on friday evening after class...and there goes my plan to have a long weekend!

Saya Lemas!!

I feel like and idiot with a big L on my head because i also feel like a LOSER!....why am i such an idiot back then..something happen because i made it happen and now i feel like shit making it happen!!!...huh??...

Actually today was quite ok.My mood was good,but everytime i think about that one thing I did.

I FEEL STUPID!

But i kept that feeling to myself,so it does not effect people around me....

HATE!!

I just received the latest news that the girl body that was found in a bag was Nurin's..al-fatihah

What i'm so geram about is that,i tell my rum8 then she was like.."who??what girl??whatbag??"...well i am so pissed off coz..HELLO!!dont you keep yourself update?nama je ada internet tapi.....hampeh...

see,this is what happen when i am so pissed off.I will be blogging in a very "rojak" language.