WakeUp

Found this somewhere not mine...(yeke??)..

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Hey you!

Why don’t you just let me go?

Eh wait, you do let me go, but I’m the one who keep on thinking about you.

I feel so stupid.

You make me feel stupid.

At first, I could control myself, but you came and pull me towards you.

And NOW, you left me just like that.

You called yourself a friend??

Without saying a word, not even a simple goodbye,

I was so stupid to imagined being happy that our friendship will remain forever

I was so stupid for thinking about you, when I can think about something else which is more important than you.

I was stupid!

So stupid to even believed your words.

Argh!

This is not my first time going through this kind of humiliation, but when it includes you, it hurt me MORE!

Why can’t you even reply my “HI” when you’re online? What makes you ignored me so much? Can't you even type the word “HI”…is it so hard??

Why? I need the answer!

I hate that I can’t stop thinking about you.

I hate myself for checking up on your life everyday.

I hate that you are still on my friend list.

I even hate to see your name appear on my contacts.

I have to calm myself whenever I feel sorry for myself for knowing you.

I love each and everyone of my friends. But you,you are such a jerk. Without a word???Hell yeah!

And now, I’m so tired of this stupid-humiliated-wasted feeling. I’m trying to stop thinking about you and I’ll try to stop checking up on your life.

Get up Mint! Wake Up! Still a long way to go!!

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luahan perasaan,bukan di ambil dari mana-mana.hehhe :p

d'Masiv-Di antara Kalian

ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku di antara kalian
aku tak mengerti
ini semua harus terjadi

kuakui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa
aku tak mengerti
ini semua harus terjadi

lupakan aku kembali padanya
aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu
kucintaimu tak berarti bahwa
ku harus memilikimu s’lamanya
(this part not suitable for my situation)

kuakui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu
tapi kini ku sadar ku di antara kalian
aku tak mengerti

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Aimi introduced me to this song.And this song HIT me on the face!

Siapa Mahu Ikut?

Weekend ni,Kami The Gig,di Bukit Jalil.
Nak sangat pergi,tapi assignment banyak and my friend semua busy so tiada peneman.

Oh ya,peneman setia ku@bodyguard,Si D...dah kena tahan dan tidak dibenarkan keluar kerana SPM dah dekat.

Mint yang tiada kena mengena pun terasa kehangatan SPM sebab tiada kawan tuk bersuka ria.Dia kena GROUNDED!Secara tak langsung,my social activities got grounded too.

So settle lah,no reason nak balik weekend nie.Boleh meluangkan masa for studies and assignments.

What about next weekend??
It's gonna be a long weekend because of Sultan Pahang's Birthday and Deepavali.
Unfortunately,its the beginning of study week.Balik ke tak??
Kawan2 ramai yang balik..Ish...assignment mesti dah takde because class semua dah tamat.

So,Mint mengambil langkah bijak and called my brother to ask for his opinion.But,my brother is still sleeping,so Mama picked up the phone.

Me:Hello..
Ma:Hah...Danish tidur lagi,semalam dia tidur lambat.
Me:Oh...eh...ehm
Ma:Apa?
Me:Ma ada apa-apa event yang memerlukan along balik tak?
Ma:Setakat nie takde lagi lah nak,minggu nie takde kut.Tapi minggu depan kan long weekend
Me:Yup..tu yang tanya nie,lepas weekend tu study week
Ma:Oh..Isnin deepavali,so nakbalik sana hari apa?
Me:Hari selasa lah...so along balik eh next week?
Ma: Hah.balik lah...

Yeah!confirmed!next week I'm going back..Miss La Familia..........

So kena pergi beli ticket lah nie for next week.

Oh ya,25 nie ada"hariBintangJatuh Wani Ardy".
Siapa nak teman Mint??Since alang2 I dah ada di KL,so why not I go kan...
Jomlah teman.
Danial dah kene grounded,and my cousins semua ada wedding on that day.Friends?Tak terfikir nak ajak siapa lagi...still searching for peneman....Nakpergisesangat!!!

Aku Benci!

Hujan lebat,
Bising,
Aku pening!