Self reflect

I am 25 this year.
Yet I am unemployed.
Have no working experience.
Currently in my last semester of my master,but it seems like I have to add another semester as my dissertation is a total mess.(InsyaAllah,try my very best to end it this semester.But the whole going-to-the-lab thing is dragging.I'm not a lab type of person.I hate it.plus the numerical modelling by using some very hard programe that i never even heard of...PFC2D,have u heard of it?? if yes,I need your help doing the coding..
Oh!and I have to go to other faculty lab to borrow their machine.like so WTH!
Why did i choose that title for my dissertation in the first place.its like digging my very own grave.I know its not good to sigh.But...*DEEP SIGH)
I spent most of my 24 hours doing the same thing..wake up-send brother to school-send brother to college-send baba to work-spend a few hours at home-pick brother from school-pick brother from college-night.
Yup!the same thing everyday.
Sometimes, I sit back...well,I lied,not sometimes but most of the times.Instead of going to the laboratory and do my research,i sit back and reflect on my life.*deep sigh*
I feel like this is my biggest mistakes.I'm digging my own grave.Why!
I should have choose something that suit me.
If life have a uturn or I can turn back time,FOR SURE I'll change everything.

And now here I am.Its a do-or-die situation.There is no way out...By hook or by crook I have to finish my study.And I think,i cant make it this semester.its all too late.Extend?? *deep sigh*

One month from now I have to submit my dissertation report,and I have no confidence of finishing it on time.I havent even start doing my experiment.Yup! I dont blame anyone else.Blame it on myself.My fat-ass are just so lazy.I admit it.I'm a slow learner and super lazy.Dah lah slow,nak lazy lagi.

How am I suppose to tell mama and baba that i cant finish my study this semester.what a waste of their money.pity em.
I pity my parent the most.How unfortunate of them to have a daughter and a firstborn that they cant rely on.Sad :(

I feel like crying as i'm blogging right now.omg!
Done.end.
Toodles!

Alive part 1

Hello!..The most latest update.On Friday I went to KLCC to watch ukiss and demi performed.well here some pics for BaiSingh.nyehehehehe.

Note to Baisingh:Wa segan nak letak kat fb sebab nanti my friend tau I'm so lyke dat,.hahahahha

 

mwahahahha..please be jealous bai.tapi apa lah sangat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan kehidupan all of my friends yang dah berjaya.mint ni tetap enjoy je kerja.haish! *point to self*

 

 

Special teaser for part 2::::

 

Character teatime!!!

 

Yooohoooo

Hello world!
Mint is doing fine.
But her studies are not so fine.She is so caught up with the entertinment world,up to the point she ignore her research.Concert lah,party lah.award lah.
Lets just wish her all the best.
InsyaAllah,she will be graduating from her master this semester.
Amin.

procrastination is a thief of time

Hello! Assalammualaikum :)

Mint is taking a break,so decide to post an entry.
Nope,bukan take a break as in tengah bercuti ke apa..rehat kan diri dari baca journals for my proposal.

Me being me,suppose the proposal have to be hand in THIS MORNING..which is lagi beberapa jam from now..and again,me being me..I baru siap introduction.hah!
And esok pukul 230pm,eh salah,kejap lagi pukul 230pm,baru lah nak pergi jumpa senior yang handle the same project as me and nak discuss pasal methodology.hah!
Means,I memang baru buat Introduction je.Dah lah objectives kena reject dengan prof.
Sekejap lagi,I will proceed with literature review..maybe a lil of problem statement.hahaha

Suppose hand in on monday,tapi mint baru buat one page...so cincai kira..dalam hari rabu I'll hand it in.

Dah lah my supervisor very the detail one.kalau dia baru baca first page,and dah ada kesalahan kat grammar or spelling or terlupa nak letak "-" kat mana yang patut,terus dia tutup and cakap,"please redo your proposal"..well,thats what the senior cakap.And my supervisor never gives he idea,we have to come up with something,and dia akan repair here and there.or dia akan suruh re-do.
Tiba-tiba rindu my supervisor time degree,he spoon-fed me.ahhaha.semu dia bagi,mint tinggal nak buat writing je.

Ada hikmah lah kut I end up with this supervisor.InsyaAllah,I'll try my best to finish up everything,and hopefully will be able to graduate on time.

next semester will be dissertation 2!!!and for the first time I'm doing lab work.

Haish.macam menyesal pun ye ambik tajuk tough2 ni..tapi dah nama pun master degree kan.So gotta hold it in!!bertahan

p/s:I miss doing my fyp..it was so smooth and macam senang.hahha.patut lah my friend yang buat lab work bertungkus lumus.now I know why...I know how it feels bila dpt supervisor yang tak spoon-feed the student..hehehe...karma maybe??

kaylah..sambung baca journals..toodles!!